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Keep ur head up bro! U have to take the positives in any situation...even this one and roll with it. "Should of's" and "could of's" will ALWAYS be there in life but no one has control of it. Another 3feet is a "could of" just like it could of been god, luck, or an angel that saved ur *** from that 3feet....maybe an angel named plus.
You got a lot of good friends here in this community....be a shame to let it all go for an experience that should make u smile a little at the fact that the powers at B didnt pull ur card that day!